It's just that my attention is increasingly pulled to the company of the back of my mind, where the topic of photography lingers. It's an invited guest, to some degree. I have put in some extra effort to photography lately by increasing the number of photos on this blog and learning to tailor them in a way I call, blogtography. I did put in extra effort to order a new lens, in the hope of taking closer shots, macro shots, perchance a wide angled shot or two. And I did put in extra effort to clean (and get help with) my filters and lenses.
OK yeah, great, so let's move on now... why is Photography still there in the back of my mind? Go out. I don't have time to rekindle an old romance of my 20s with endless reading and practicing of photos of "things" like dragonflies or waterfalls. I've got a family to photograph. I've got kids on the run who do really cute things in an instant gone forever. There is no time to dally with the sweet intoxication of waiting for the right light. I cannot plan a getaway trip to Acadia National Park in Maine by MYSELF just to take stunning photographs in total silence of nature. What in the world is going on in the back of my mind! Get out.
Ugh. I did take a couple pictures with my new lens. They were terrible. Horrible. I might return it.
Or, I might spend more time figuring it out. Maybe we just need a day together to figure this out.
